Title: Curious Crusader

Gender: Male

Age: 57

Sun Sign: Leo

Chinese Sign: Metal Rabbit

Location: New York, NY

How do I define this bag of stuff I am organized as; through which I am to experience life.  This creation of primordial, carbon based material through which the spark of life glimmers and pulsates, no small miracle, yet no larger than the miracle that occurred with the Big Bang, and continues to expand and perhaps to be drawn to where? ……No one can say. 

I occupy this place in time and space, in the discovery of the unfoldment we all share simultaneously, in and out of awareness.  For now,  asking the question of others; “what do you want?” To watch the response before the semantic quagmire sets in.  To conform the response to the limitations of imperfect language to something which falls short of what is actually true for them, and has been true for as long they have been.  As they were and are before the interruption of bliss which occurs when one day perhaps at mothers breast in a flash realize that for them to survive means forcing a separation of the self from bliss in order to appease other. 
So, for me to point inward for another to reconnect with his/her sense of completeness that once was all that was known, before the fall is what is 'about me'.  Like this then to go forth and relate, and connect with others knowing that all is well, within. 
A beautiful sense of peaceful, excitement, as freedom to be, to live and let live, as it all unfolds.  As I move through the crowds and tumult of New York City, I remain humbled at the vibrant energy that courses through all the bags of conscious sentient stuff, who jostle me on the subway, and engage me at every turn, with and without words, just their mere existence in a proximity where my awareness is heightened and morphed, my thoughts engaged, my body experiences this and that as I feel the bumps, and tingles of sensation just because………just because I am alive.

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